So, I'm backing up my files and I come across some drawings I made early this year that I totally forgot about. I remember I was really happy with those images back then but now I'm looking at them and I can't believe the amount of horrible mistakes I see in them now. It hasn't been much since February so it's not that I've improved and whatnot. Idk, I don't understand how could I miss such obvious mistakes orz;
Hearing too much praises isn't good at all. Even though I deny it, I think it somewhat gave me a false feeling that I'm doing alright artistically when in reality, I'm not. I need someone to hit me hard with a critique hammer every now and then and bunch of others who will constantly tell me I suck big time in drawing.

I'm glad I'm able to spot my mistakes. Mistakes that once were totally non-existent to me but now makes me feel like shift+deleting my entire gallery. It says something to me.
What bothers me is that it takes me a long while to figure out I'm doing things wrong on my own and for this reason, would it be too much if I ask you, whoever spends time to view my works, to be honest with me when it comes to what I draw ? I'm not asking you to do detailed critique-ing and stuff coz I believe what I draw is too plain & simple to be critiqued orz;;; I understand that my drawings have got no ideas behind it, no fancy concepts or even emotions but despite that, if something did look weird\wrong to you in anatomy, colors, composition or lack of orzlll, please, do not hold back & let me know what looks off to you.

I wish I had more time to draw & practice without being interrupted by family responsibilities. I can't wait for summer vacations to start so I'll get rid of some annoying faces.

Sorry for always ranting about my drawings and crap but it's important to me and I care about doing well in it.



I want to draw more Grahams so badly orz; I can't stop thinking about him even though I'm only in episode 06 season1 of G00 sob. The drama CD is totally addicting ;v; Hamu sensei ♥

I need to use refs for union uniforms =3=;

p.s.;
Because my current laptop keeps crashing & freezing for no obvious reason, I ordered this laptop I've always been dreaming about. It should arrive anytime next week so hopefully I'll be able to work on all the artworks I owe to everyone in peace. I'm really sorry I've been putting those off for so long. You guys must be hating me now but seriously, it's not procrastination orz;

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p.p.s.;
I'm really sorry I haven't been checking my friend's journals here for the longest time and haven't been regular in commenting to you people. I'm surprised no one has f-cut me so far even though I was expecting some because of my inactivity TvT
End of April, everything will be settled by then inshallah & I'll be more regular then. At least I can hope.

orz

Take care everyone.
♥